i’m pissed i missed it, but proud of myself that i’ve been living on my own for five years.
and for theresa to reply to texts messages in a timely manner.
for the last two years, i had the walls that were built up over twenty two years torn down and somehow convinced that the “new” me was a “better” me. i’m not quite sure that was true.
i use to be okay with being by myself, but now its the one thing i don’t want from life. now i have to relearn to live alone after being surrounded by people that are no longer a part of my life.
but atleast i still have jessica. and theresa sometimes.
I’m going to give someone special a very nice lap dance to Rocket one day.
that’s all i’ve wanted these last nine months was a lap dance, or some sex, to rocket. but everyone doesn’t deserve rocket. soi’m still waiting for the right one, and regretting the last one got away the day before rocket was released.
Terrible things happened to me